holiday spirit

four thirty in the
morning
or night after 25th of December
I might've
drunk by myself, yes,
but never got
drunk, it's as good
a night
as any. and yet
I think the later
it gets, the less
I think about
smiles,
looks &
fingers I long for
& other curiosity that
lingers in my mind

and the
more about how lonely
one
can be before deciding to fall
asleep.

what I'm sure of
now is that
there
is no
limit
and more
importantly,
that it's five or
six thirty in
the morning
& I'd like to
go to bed several hours ago.